I know what It feels Like...

I know what it feels like to be so intensely embarrassed that all you can do is stay frozen

I know how it feels to be so focused mentally on "getting through" a embarrassing moment that you feel like your outside of yourself watching yourself in pain

I know what it feels like to be so angry that you are the one being emotionally tortured by people who just don't know any better

I know what it feels like to think of the pain of tmau so often that you are desperate for an escape

I know what it feels like to be so distraught about reality that you begin to live in your mind for comfort and release

I know what it feels like to feel broken-hearted over loosing a close friend, or possible close friend to something you can not control

I know what it feels like to be looked at with shock and repulsion

I know what it feels like to feel completely hopeless that the next day will be any different from the last, that the teasing will continue, that the pain will persist

I know what it feels like to live a lie to run from my pain


I know what it feels like.


(You are not alone. Hug)


Sincerely,


Black Rose