I pride myself on being a strong person ( to the outside world)
As much as I have been through...I have to pride myself at least on that...
But one thing makes me nervous and makes me want to run....
Emotional Intimacy
Someone seeing how I really feel
How vulnerable I am
How sensitive I am
How unsure I am about everything sometimes...
That makes me cold sweat
Because sometimes I don't even listen to myself
But one day at a time I am trying
To listen to myself
give myself quiet when I need quiet
stay away when I need to stay away
get close when I need to get close
sometimes let the boundaries blur when I am safe
or know I am loved ( family or friends)
and hope beyond all obstacles
Valuing myself even in brokenness
Sincerely,
Black Rose
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