My mom told me not to be hard on myself, because in reality this tmau issue showed up in high school years( puberty) and my body will change again. I really do believe her- not because I'm some optimist( because I'm not)but because things in life are always changing. Nothing stays the same completely. Ive been really stuck on peoples opinions of me, for a long time. Feeling shameful about something that I couldn't even control. Some days it still really feels haunting- but my mom reminds me everybody is the same. No one is better than anyone else. She also told me that I don't need to answer to anyone about my condition unless I want to. (I love my mom)...
I have decided that those desires in my heart, all those prayers Ive had since a young girl- to write novels, to teach, to travel, to get married, to have kids - I will have all those things.... Everything has its season.
Sincerely,
Black Rose
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