Yesterday was my long day. 2pm- 9pm. Back to Back classes.
I'm always most tense on those days. The question is nearly constantly in the back of my mind around people, "Do I smell okay?"
There were no events that I noticed yesterday...I was just tense. Mainly because even before I had tmau, I always wanted people to like me.
Now I'm hyper-sensitive to peoples opinion of me.
On days like that I call my parents (unconditional love!) and those friends that I have bonded with. I listen to other peoples struggles and realize everyone has something.
But I am working on accepting that I cant please everyone, and that if someone doesn't like me or want to be around me. That is perfectly fine.
As for today, I am excited. No classes. FREEDOM FEELING!!!!!!! Going to tutor and be tutored.
Sincerely,
Black Rose
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