I will not let tmau......

.....shame me
I will not let tmau shame me.
Today in my last class for the day( 3 hours long) I noticed an odor. It wasn't overwhelming but it was noticeable. I felt embarrassed and nervous because the girl next to me is very nice and I enjoy her friendship.
I sat with my body, motionless and still ( don't you hate that tense fear?!)wondering why the heck I was having to go through this.
Finally the odor subsided and I took a breath.
As a sign of her genuine kindness, at the end of class she just stared at me with warm eyes and smiled saying, "Have a wonderful weekend. Get a lot of good sleep!"
I left the class, walked out into the cool darkness of night just wondering was I going to guilt trip myself or was I going to move on from it. I got in my car and turned on music. Within minutes the unpleasant feelings were gone.
I admired the night sky,
and the ambiance of the coming of autumn.

I will not let tmau shame me.

Turn on some music( the kind that lifts the spirit)

Sincerely,

Black Rose

*hug*